Hey Peeps,
So i have some music that I need/want to write but I was feeling this weird writers' blockish sort of thing. Anyway, instead of writing music or lyrics, i just wrote some words down but it kinda helped me get out of that discouraged, i don't know how to write anything i'm not creative anymore mood. Here it goes:
No more lyrics, no more rhymes
No more chords or melodies
Simply stuck here in a haze for lack of dreaming.
Everything in me is the same.
Same ideas, same concepts
Searching for newness in a recycled world.
Look to the master creator for some words
But i don't hear Him speaking
Maybe He is but I can't recognize Him
Maybe I don't like what I hear
Maybe He isn't or Maybe i'm too far way
Either way.
I'm simply stuck here.
Waiting to be pulled out of the white-washed, plastered, blank walls of my own mind.
Let me escape from here, experience.
Fill me with the thoughts that only a true creator could fathom.
What is a muse? Who is my muse?
Every word is not a lyric or is it?
Every sound is not a song or is it?
Never blocked. creation speaks volumes.
Slow down, open up, and listen.
Unlock your room door.
Get way from your strategic selfish solitude
Go outside and embrace creativity.
Friday, December 7, 2012
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
Good day.
I really enjoy the day that I had. I felt like I had a clear head all day. No confusion, not too much to think about..I had enough space in my brain for things to move around freely and not collide.
I woke up at 8.
Completed some necessary personal errands ( I don't often take care of myself in that way)
Cleaned my room (my bed is made and all is right in the world, i can actually paint my nails and listen to music today [i don't paint nails unless my room is clean and my head is clear, nails have been bare for a while])
I went to practice organ and took a nap on the bench before i started which made my practice time more fulfilling and rather productive i think.
I hugged and friend and hung out with another and I'm home before midnight.
I think this is how I'd like to live my life. I didn't have to speed to get somewhere on time. I wasn't reevaluating my life every other 5 minutes. I am content today, I'd like to feel like this everyday.
I also realized that now that I have a clear idea about what I want to do musically I feel more comfortable exploring my other random musical interests. I think when I didn't know what I wanted to do, I strayed away from things that I liked but knew I didn't want to ultimately do or at least get stuck doing. Now that I am moving toward doing what I really want to do I can dabble in those other things without panicking lol.
Anyway. I had a great day and I just wanted to share. Hopefully, I'll blog more. But i think that also only happens on a clear head day. Listened to Mozart today. Feel like composing. Good feelings.
I woke up at 8.
Completed some necessary personal errands ( I don't often take care of myself in that way)
Cleaned my room (my bed is made and all is right in the world, i can actually paint my nails and listen to music today [i don't paint nails unless my room is clean and my head is clear, nails have been bare for a while])
I went to practice organ and took a nap on the bench before i started which made my practice time more fulfilling and rather productive i think.
I hugged and friend and hung out with another and I'm home before midnight.
I think this is how I'd like to live my life. I didn't have to speed to get somewhere on time. I wasn't reevaluating my life every other 5 minutes. I am content today, I'd like to feel like this everyday.
I also realized that now that I have a clear idea about what I want to do musically I feel more comfortable exploring my other random musical interests. I think when I didn't know what I wanted to do, I strayed away from things that I liked but knew I didn't want to ultimately do or at least get stuck doing. Now that I am moving toward doing what I really want to do I can dabble in those other things without panicking lol.
Anyway. I had a great day and I just wanted to share. Hopefully, I'll blog more. But i think that also only happens on a clear head day. Listened to Mozart today. Feel like composing. Good feelings.
Sunday, January 15, 2012
New Year. New posts??
Greetings Peeps,
Haven't used this here blogger thing in a while now and I am going to make no attempt to fill anyone in internet-land on what has happened in my life since i last posted. Honestly, I've sort of taken to video blogging but I leave my posts on my computer because I often do them in a robe lol. Anyways, I am very excited about life. I feel like I am beginning to understand what I am supposed to do, at least for right now. I can't wait to do new things and do some things that are old in my mind but new as far as action is concerned. It will be fun and probably difficult, fulfilling and a number of other descriptive words. Maybe i'll really start blogging and make this page look cool and what not. idk. i just got over this blogging thing so toodle-loo. maybe i'll try again later.
Haven't used this here blogger thing in a while now and I am going to make no attempt to fill anyone in internet-land on what has happened in my life since i last posted. Honestly, I've sort of taken to video blogging but I leave my posts on my computer because I often do them in a robe lol. Anyways, I am very excited about life. I feel like I am beginning to understand what I am supposed to do, at least for right now. I can't wait to do new things and do some things that are old in my mind but new as far as action is concerned. It will be fun and probably difficult, fulfilling and a number of other descriptive words. Maybe i'll really start blogging and make this page look cool and what not. idk. i just got over this blogging thing so toodle-loo. maybe i'll try again later.
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